Leessang now

Although the Leessang's songs that I'm listening to now are outdated by numerous years but it's really nice and it's been resonating itself on an endless loop that seems to have lost its stop function.//

Leessang - Girl who can't break up, Boy that can't leave.

Leessang - Blues

Blues is the more impactful one. I love the slow vibe to it and Kang Gary's rap just adds up to that emotional aspect of it.//

The Human Truth

Went Phuture yesterday. Been 6 months since I clubbed and I'm quite surprised I still can hold my alcohol quite well... slightly high but almost totally sober. haha//

Anyways, yesterday I've seen for myself first hand how scary humans can be actually. I'm quite shocked but I suppose this is life.//

And when I drink, some how the past felt so much more pain within me. Sigh... When will it ever be completely gone? Or will it ever be gone in the first place? Even till today, I still ask myself why she chose to do the things she did. I know I shouldn't ponder into that area but it's not easy to keep it at bay.//

Anyways, now that school break lasts for two months, I can totally look forward to Powerhouse next month. ; ) My two addicts for now are Nicki Minaj - Starships and J Lo - Dance Again (Reidiculous remix)...//

RIP Sir

News came about his passing. Sad to say, the entire week hasn't been a really good one. Apart from having time alone to study and prepare for my exams, I've to hear sad news that my grandma passed away and yesterday, my warrant officer passed away too.//

He was one who had a part in molding me to the person that stands before you today. He taught me responsibility, encouraged us when we're low in morale and was definitely a joy to joke with him everyday during our NS and reservist days.//

Most memorable one was our NDP together, an exhaustive 4 months but we all had lots of happy moments as a group. I still remember how I always chatted with him especially during the my last reservist 2 years back where I talked with him till night time before heading home.//

We all know about his heart conditions but I suppose we chosenot to accept it and think he'll live healthily after his last operation. Sigh.... a great man gone... leaving his kids behind and they are still studying at the moment. Hope they manage to pull through.//

Reminiscence

Why of all times do those feelings have to emerge themselves just when I am studying. arg~! Not the time to be thinking about them but it keeps recurring in my mind. Help~~~~

I'm glad

All I could ever hope is for her to move on with her life normally. Glad she finally made it back to her usual self. The recovery period is over now. = )

Patience is virtue

Saw my new adjusted salary and nearly dropped off my chair. Thank God that life can be considered comfortable now. It's not a lot but I'm thankful for whatever I have.//

Problem is, even with the new salary amount, I can't save for these 2 months. T_T haha.. Clement's bachelor night is coming up next Friday and his wedding is in May. Always having so many things which pushes back my plan to save. But I doubt I've any major thing coming up in June.//

When June comes, I can safely say it's drinking time. I need my life back after giving it away to study debt! I deserve to pamper myself! lol...//

Our Daily Bread 18/03/2012

Read it today and was immediately taken aback. It came as a gentle reminder for something that I failed to do terribly. All these while I've always given thanks to God for providing me well. Recently, news of my promotion came and I totally became occupied with that thought that I blatantly forgotten to give thanks to Him.

The last portion of Our Daily Bread as quoted:

"True success is staying on God’s path by following His Word and giving Him praise instead of craving it for ourselves.



Help me, O Lord, lest my heart become proud,

For all of my talents by You are endowed;

Nothing I have can I claim as my own—

What mercy and grace in my life You have shown! —D. De Haan


True humility credits God for every success."